Happy Tuesday!
Goodness, these weeks are just flying by!
The past few days I have been struggling with comparison so badly, its such a weakness for me and I don’t know why. It’s such a horrible cycle as I compare myself, then get jealous, then get mad at myself for feeling that way, then pray for strength not to have those feelings anymore, BUT then a picture pops up on facebook or instagram and it starts all over again.
Know where I am at?
Maybe not, you’re lucky- if thats the truth.
I hate feeling like I have anything to compare myself beyond God’s words and commands for how I am to live.
So why is it so hard?
I don’t have an answer, but if you do then please share!
Husband and I are challenging ourselves during the month of November to #nospendnovember and #notvnovember. I am looking forward to many nights of real conversations and sharing our hearts to each other and praying for God to open my heart, eyes, ears, and mind to how I can better work through the comparison monster so that I can nip it in the bud before it manifests into full blown jealousy.
What are you praying for today?
xoxo, Tamara